Thursday, March 31, 2011

March comes to an end

15 months and 9 days since my life-changing surgery. It's been a good week for me. I feel strong and confident in my choices. I've made exercise a priority, even though it would have been easy to blow it off because I was gone for 3 days traveling on a business trip. I made food choices the best I could with dining out every meal for 3 days. I've had some confidence-boosting moments as I begin to get attention from complete strangers of the male gender. When my P.A. was telling me this would happen and that it would be an adjustment I just blew it off. I've spent my whole life being invisible. Even when I dated I felt invisible. I don't blame anyone for that feeling but myself - I'm sure I projected an image that was not confident or secure. So TODAY I recognize this change as being good. It makes me blush when I receive the attention but honestly, deep down, I love it. It gives me that little extra boost, it makes me want to make good choices. It gives me hope that I can do this and I will do this!!!! TODAY - a good day. Tomorrow, even better!

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